….yep, another BFN.
DH and I are devastated.
For those still reading and keeping count, some numbers:
Fresh cycle #4 was a fail, along with fresh cycles 1, 2, and 3…not to mention frozen cycles 1 & 2.
I’m guessing that Dr. TAL will (again) be stumped…as were doctors #1 and #2.
I’m also guessing that the numbers – the out of pockets costs – are going to be significant. We’ve gone through our lifetime max on insurance carrier #2…as we did on insurance carrier #1.
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But, buried deep in my grieving soul is a slight glimmer that we WILL be parents. I just need to lick my wounds, potentially mourn the loss of my chance to carry a child, experience pregnancy. Just a day or two before hatching a new plan. Details to come. Curled up on the couch for now.
I’m really really sorry. It sucks to pour your heart and soul into all of this treatment and end up with another BFN, it’s just heart wrenching. Yes, lick your wounds, mourn and grieve…cling to your DH. HUGS.
I am so very sorry. I’m glad you’ve got another plan, but that doesn’t help with the hurt right now. Thinking of you.
I’m so sorry. I don’t know what else to say. It must be completely and overwhelmingly devastating. Please know that you are in my thoughts and in my heart.
I’m so sorry about your BFN. I came across your blog from another blog. Nothing I can say will make it better, I know because I have been there too many times. I have had 4 failed cycles, 1 failed FET. And each time I have to pick myself up and try again trying to keep the hope alive.
So so sorry. Curl up and heal with lots of love from DH. Thinking of you xx
I’m so sorry. Take care.
But glad you still have a plans to make a plan.
take care.
Ugh, I am so sorry Gracie. It sucks, it just sucks. (((hugs)))
I’m so very sorry, sweetie. A BFN sucks no matter what plan you have in place and I’m really sorry that you have to have another plan. I was really hoping this was going to be a different outcome for you guys. Sending you (((hugs))). Thinking of you.
I am so so sorry! It sucks. There are no words.